Thoughts through Life.

I still see your face in my Dreams
It Hurts and it doesn’t help at all
I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems
I want you to Catch me when I fall

I still remember the First time we met
There was something so different about you
Your Friendship was something I wanted to get
That smile when you said hi to me was so new

Out of no where you called me on the phone
I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever
You were so new, so crazy and unknown
I just knew that our friendship would never sever

Two years and we are barely holding it together
What happened to the way this all used to be
I never wanted you out of my like ever
I sat there for a long time pretending not to see

We decided to go out and make it all all right
It didn’t work out of course we knew it couldn’t
We couldn’t even really stand each others sight
It shouldn’t end this way but it did and I shouldn’t

I miss you and everything you were to me
Ten years from now we will look back on it all
We will be older and finally be able to see
That love will stand the test of time and never fal

gpp4lyfe:

juliahittler:

shady ppl just need to get a fucking life. its not going to get you anywhere in life. learn how to be a good person and not just pretend to be one.

TAKE YOUR OWN DAMN ADVICE

ahahah thank you i am actually living it. stay out of my life. stop using others peoples life to be entertained. i am soorry that you dont have a fascinating life of your own.

Days like today make me believe that there is something greater out there. Days like these make me realize how realllly blessed i am. How awesome life really is and how awesome love is once you let that person in. Forgiveness is a difficult obstacle to accomplish but if you are strong willed person you can do anything that comes your way. At the end of the day i will always be there for the ones who i love and who love me and thats all that really matters.

shady ppl just need to get a fucking life. its not going to get you anywhere in life. learn how to be a good person and not just pretend to be one.

 You realize that it’s time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change, or for happiness to come to you. You awaken to the fact that you are not perfect and that not everyone will always love, appreciate or approve of who or what you are, and that’s OK.Then you learn about love, how to love, how much to love, how much to give in love, and when to stop giving and walk away. You learn that you will not be more beautiful, more intelligent, more loveable or more important because of a partner.You learn that just as people grow and change, so it is with love; and you learn that you don’t have the right to demand love on your terms, just to make you happy. You learn to fight for your life and you come to the realization that you deserve to be treated with love, kindness, and respect, and you will not settle for less. You allow only the hands of the person who cherishes you, to glorify you with his or her touch and in the process, you internalize the meaning of self-respect.You learn to be thankful and you take responsibility for yourself, and you make yourself a promise to never betray yourself and never ever settle for less than your heart’s desire.Then one day you believe that the saddest thing in life is caring so much for someone and then one day you look into their eyes and listen to them talk and realize that they are gone. All you see in front is a stranger with just a known name.You also realize that you don’t know why we all hang onto something we know we’re better off letting go. It’s like we’re scared to lose what we don’t even really have. Some of us say we rather have that something than absolutely nothing. But the truth is to have it halfway is harder than not having it at all.And finally, with courage in your heart and with your beliefs (GOD) by your side, you take a stand, you take a deep breath and you begin to design the life you want to live as best as you can.

WHAT DO we know about pain?. we no nothing untill we crash and burn in that fire. we dont no anything about pain untill that one person who you thought that wouldnt let u down does. thats pain. we all run for miles and miles and never stop to breath. we are always on the move. but when we do stop and pause life, like really pause life we get to see the beauty of a humans sole, the incredible strength that some people have and the unpredictable acts that they are completley capable of. one day its the most amazing day that a person could ever ask for turn into darkness another day. why is that? what do we as human soles do to deserve this emptiness? the answer is simple ***we dont,**** it just all makes us stronger people and teaches us lessons of who we are and how much of character breakedge we can face. whether it is finding out that your fiance has been cheating on you for all the time you have been surving for the country, or that your own mother has cancer, or the matter of fact that you cant support your kids financially, or simply that someone, that you trusted, and let your heart melt away to….simplly…..decides that their feelings changed, or to have your own dad walk out on your whole life that u have ahead of you, to get that call home from the pollice or hospital saying a loved one died, to have your mom give you up and make that choice for you to have a chance at life, NOW U CAN CALL THAT PAIN…pain is a unberable at times, but yet it makes us who we are today. so live with pain, take pain, and let go od pain. tomorrow is a new day all you can do is hope for the best otherwise curl up in the sheets eat ice cream and dont show the hurt face to the world.

Life is a threatening experience,

A day, sitting on the boat, looking out on the unbelievable, extravagant horizon

The water swishing back and forth calm, in peace in stillness

Almost like no one can ruin the quiet.

Birds flying by, skimming their fearless wings on the water

A day, collapsed on the ground, something eating away through you

Darkness surrounds the life you had. Holes in past are closed in and all is possible

Is pain. Broken. Alone. Endless road that is awaiting at the end of the journey.